The Black Box of My Life

The Black Box of My Life

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The Black Box of My Life

The Black Box of My Life

Posthumous Poems | Xhevdet Bajraj

Written by Xhevdet Bajraj and Ani Gjika

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In the final months of Xhevdet Bajraj’s life, he produced nearly 300 poems, writing exclusively in his native Albanian, not employing the language of Mexico — the country of his exile — as he had sometimes done. This book is the first of a trilogy dedicated to these poems.  

He had given the manuscript a title: Angelus Novus, after a monoprint by Paul Klee. Walter Benjamin interprets it like this: “A Klee painting named 'Angelus Novus' shows an angel looking as though he is about to move away from something he is fixedly contemplating . . . His face is turned toward the past . . . where he sees one single catastrophe which keeps piling wreckage upon wreckage . . . The angel would like to stay, awaken the dead, and make whole what has been smashed. But a storm is blowing from Paradise; it has got caught in his wings with such violence that the angel can no longer close them.”

Bajraj contemplated Kosovo fixedly and added to his gaze the suffering he witnessed in his place of refuge. Unrest is the essence of his work, unrest and dislocation, but his poetry does make whole, and as if to awaken the dead.

This series bears a name borrowed from an earlier poem: COFFIN/ When I die/ I hope they will look/ for the black box of my life/ among my poems.

Xhevdet Bajraj, a Kosovar poet and dramatist, has published more than twenty-five books of verse, which have been translated into many languages. He has been the recipient of numerous awards, among them, the prize for best book of poetry (both in 1993 and 2000), conferred by the Kosovo Writers’ Society; the Goliardos International Prize for Poetry in 2004; and the 2010 Katarina Josipi award for best original drama written in Albanian. 
In May of 1999, Bajraj and his family were deported from Kosovo. Through the International Parliament of Writers and their program for persecuted writers, he was granted asylum and a fellowship at the Casa Refugio Citlaltepetl in Mexico. In the years since, he has become a professor of creative writing and literature at the Autonomous University of Mexico City and been inducted into the Sistema Nacional de Creadores de Arte.

Ani Gjika is an Albanian-born writer, educator, author and translator of eight poetry books and chapbooks including Bread on Running Waters (Fenway Press, 2013), a finalist for the 2011 Anthony Hecht Poetry Prize and the 2011 May Sarton New Hampshire Book Prize. Her translation from the Albanian of Luljeta Lleshanaku’s Negative Space (New Directions, 2018) was a PEN Award finalist and shortlisted for the International Griffin Poetry Prize.

Alice Whitmore is the Pushcart Prize-nominated translator of Mariana Dimópulos’s Imminence and All My Goodbyes, and Guillermo Fadanelli’s See You at Breakfast? She is the translations editor for Cordite Poetry Review and a founding member of TransCollaborate: Collaborative Translation for Inclusion.

ISBN-13
9781942281498
Publisher
Laertes
Imprint
Egret
Publication date
15 November 2026
Format
Paperback
Pages
56
Dimensions
216 x 146 mm
Language
English

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